Its hard for one to come to grips with things sometimes, like for instance, I believe I have clinical depression. Because of it I am over sensative and clingy, and because of that I am driving away the first person who has brought me happiness since my grandmother has passed away. I am lost on a conundrum about our relationship, I can leave him and let him grow as a person or I can stay with him and try to improve myself. If I leave him he will be happier immediatly, but I will be alone again and my happiness gone. But if he stays with me it will be awhile till I am able to fix my problems but I know I will be happier and I am pretty sure he would be also. It so hard for me to not have a decision, because no healing whatsoever can happen while in purgatory. Well, thats all I can say on this subject, I am lost. I am not sure what to do, I guess I will just have to wait till tomorrow(sleep on it and such)