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Away

Sat Sep 17, 2005, 6:51 PM
Comments are greatly appreciated

Its so hard, to know that after moving every couple years and after you have finally found a place and setteled down that you might have to start over again. I dont want to have to get used to a new school, or make new friends. My mom told my boyfriend that we probably wouldn't move, and in the car after dropping him off she said that might have to move. And last night I heard my dad talking to someone saying that he wants to move. It might be all the worrying and they are just talking about this stuff to calm them down but im still worried. I like my life, and my friends, and my school, and my enviroment. The worst thing of all is that the one person who I love more then anything, who is more dear to me then anyone else, would be left behind. The thought of this is killing me, but the most I can do is keep my hopes up make the best out of the time I have with him now. If this turns out to be nothing then great, but if not I want my love to remember me doing some of the better things with me. I felt so bad today, when the whole thing finally sinked into my love it looked like he was about to cry. I honestly dont know what to do, maybe thats because there is nothing I can do. If we do decide to move then im leaving my life behind and starting new, I will never forget my love and as long as I do that I will never want to be with anyone else and I will wait for him. I hope he does that same, but if he doesn't then I honestly can't blame him. But, there is always hope that I dont move and my life would continue. Everyone that reads this, pray for me and my life for if im torn away from everything I wont ever recover, I can garentee this.

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:iconmacncheese45:
Jamie, I don't know what to say. Anything I'll type after this is being thought of as it goes along.

You can always keep in touch with everyone, and we'll all miss you like hell. I know that keepin' in touch isn't the same as actually being here, but it can do until the time you'll meet up with Alex again.

:hug:

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"Darkness can not drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that." -Martin Luther King Jr
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Jamie if u do move im sure alex would be stupid as always and go after u.....but who can say that love is stupid, he would justs be following his heart and that is where wver u go. So put your mind at ease, and just relax.
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The tarot card death symbolizes change... either way... it's always a difficult time.

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